I don't know...

Finally I've finished my midterm yesterday..
I would say that I haven't do it well..
Feel bad actually..
I should be in my home wright now but I don't have enough money to buy a first class ticket back to Penang..
So I hang out at my uncle's house for a night..
I going back to Penang tonight..

tpi aq msih rsa beban pd diri aq..
beban yg aq sndri x thu..
maybe beban tu adalah prsaan yg aq sndri x dpt nafikan lg..
aq rindukan 'Cik M'..
skang ni dia tgh menghadapi STPM..
rsa risau akan dia sentiasa ada pd fikiran aq..
tetiba satu perasaan yg agak ganjil tetiba muncul menganggu fikiran aq..
perkataan "JEALOUS" tetiba hadir dlm kamus hidup aq..
aq x pernah ada rsa perasaan seperti ini..
first time dlm hidup aq..
aq rsa jealous bla ada org pm kat wall fb dia..
rsa geli hati pon ada bla teringat..
tpi skrg aq makin tkut..
aq tkut kehilangan dia..
I've never fallen in love..
And I'm afraid of losing her..
I can't barely accept that..
I'm not a strong person...
T.T