Feel Empty T_T

For this 2 week I feel empty inside me..
I don't know what really happen to me..
I miss so many people..
Hmm..

Kind awkward actually..
I've been care so much about my friend princess@my scandal..
and I feel W.T.H. am I doing..
I'm not the person that should care about her..
there were other people that can take care her..
okay fullll stooopppp that enough about her...

Today 15/12/2010..
"Cik M' last day for her STPM..
I cant't got through her phone..
and I really want to know how she feel at this time..
I miss her actually but the fact is I can't tell her how I really miss her...
T_T

SCANDAL??? Hahahaha... ^_^

statement yg x bole blah hahahahaha..
ni lah sbhgian peristiwa sejak member aq si princess(bkn nm sbnar)
pindah masuk asrama yg aq tolong taking care bila warden dgn fellow xde..
sblom ni, msa sem lpas lg aq dgn dia mmg x rapat langsung..
nak ckap pon mcm xde point..
sjak dia pindah masuk tmpat aq..
aq mmg selalu lepak dgn dia..
smpaikan adik2 aq yg lain dah bising kta aq ni berat sebelah..
lpas tu dh timbol gossip kta aq dgn dia ehem2..
mula2 aq dgr rsa x selesa jgak la..
tpi lama2 aq dgr pon nak pecah perut..

pda dr aq..
dia bukan utk aq..
lgpon aq dgn dia hnya bole jd kwn..
lbh pda tu aq rsa x..
ciri2 perempuan yg aq inginkan xde pda dia..
ciri2 tu hnya ada pd 'Cik M'..
setakat ni jela aq yg aq cer pasal aq kena scandal...

^_^

Think positive

I must think positive..

That's the most important thing I should do..

Although I'm a bit confuse & feeling lazy late now..

I must wake up myself..

I just can't sit back and relax..

I've to do something to improve myself..

Although my final exam will start next year..

I can't play anymore..

I must work hard & smart..

I want to get the Dean's Award for each semester...

I want to make my family proud at me..

May Allah bless us all...

^_^

Terbaik ar...

jumaat minggu lepas mmg terbaik..
ada jgak yg kena prank dgn aq..
hahahaha..
thanks to Azril n Hilman jd jgak prank si Zik..
dan x pasai2 si fazreen@wak ketari kena prank dgn aq..
hahaha...

program utk aritu aq g Politeknik Kulim jumpa member aq msa dok Puchong..
g sowg2 bwa keta..
hihihi..
smpai sana lepak2, sembang2 dan yg sewaktu dgnnya..
lpas smbhyg jumaat aq trus gerak g sbrg jaya umah Azril..
smpai sana tunggu Azril dgn Hilman smpai..
lpas tu trus gerak g amik member aq sowg lg si Zik kat Matriks..
yg aq plak dpt call dr ayah aq swuh blk sat tlg beli gas dgn simen..
dah abis beli smua brg tu g umah zik plak..
bajet nak tgk wayang malam tu tpi x jd..
last2 g mkn char koay teow..
smpat la jgak aq bedal 2 pinggang char koay teow mlm tu..
lpas abis mkn trus g tmpat shisha plak..
smpai sana siap parking..
Si Azril order shisha..
msa kat kdai char koay teow aq bajet x nak mkn oblong..
last2 aq order jgak..
minum plak air limau ais dgn babrican peach..

lpas abis byar aq pon hantar si hilman dlu..
sbb hilman still underage lg..
lgpon dia junior sek aq dlu..
lpas tu lepak berek jap..
maka terjadi prank keatas wak..
sembang2 jap aq trus chow blk umah..
lgpon time tu nak dkt pkul 12 dah..
aq rehat x lg..
satu hri suntuk punya bwa keta..
bsok tu plak aq nak blk tmpat blajar aq..

ok la ini yg bole aq mengarut itk post kali ni..
hahaha..
live the life to the fullest guys..
May Allah bless you...
^_^

It freaks me out...

I'm totally feel fricking bad at this moment..
I can't get my mind straight..
all of this unsangkarable things happen at the moment I hate it so much..

At this time, I'm totally miss her so much..
I manage to talk with 'Cik M' this evening..
she's doing revision for tomorrow's paper at that time..
good luck..
May Allah bless you...

Another thing is..
I still can't believe what I heard from my kazen mira..
her bff are asking about me..
the truth is I feel funny and excite..
but the things is..
I had done the stupids mistake..
tried to get to know her..
and know I felt what the f***
what I've done to myself..
I DON'T WANT TO PLAY OTHER PEOPLE FEELING!!!

I DON'T WANT TO MAKE THE SAME MISTAKE AGAIN!!!