It freaks me out...

I'm totally feel fricking bad at this moment..
I can't get my mind straight..
all of this unsangkarable things happen at the moment I hate it so much..

At this time, I'm totally miss her so much..
I manage to talk with 'Cik M' this evening..
she's doing revision for tomorrow's paper at that time..
good luck..
May Allah bless you...

Another thing is..
I still can't believe what I heard from my kazen mira..
her bff are asking about me..
the truth is I feel funny and excite..
but the things is..
I had done the stupids mistake..
tried to get to know her..
and know I felt what the f***
what I've done to myself..
I DON'T WANT TO PLAY OTHER PEOPLE FEELING!!!

I DON'T WANT TO MAKE THE SAME MISTAKE AGAIN!!!